Thursday, October 20, 2005

Why why why why why?!?

I'm angry. I'm upset. I'm devastated. I'm confused. I'm hopeful. I'm scared.

This week, my mother's doctor called her to say she has three new cancerous tumors--tonsil, lung, and liver. This is her THIRD bout with cancer. She had Hodgkin's twenty three years ago and breast cancer last year. She had two good mammograms. The 3 tumors were discovered when she had a PET scan to look at a nodule on her lung that had been discovered during a hospitalization for a blood borne bacterial infection. The nodule turned out to be nothing, but the three tumors showed up. I'm mad at the world and very depressed and anxious.

Additionally, my grandmother fell down on Monday night and we were at the hospital with her until the wee hours of the morning. She's 83, 84 at the end of this year and is insulin dependent and has alzheimer's. My grandfather hurt himself trying to catch her.

What a crappy week.


Blogger Tori said...

I'm so sorry for you and your family! Why is a very good question. It sure seems life deals a lot at times. Take care, Tori

Friday, October 21, 2005 11:49:00 PM  
Blogger Catherine Kerth said...

i am so sorry!!!very sorry.. crappy isn't even the right word, i do hope your granmother will be alright and yourgrandfather too! i am sorry for your family about your momhang in their you guys.. your n my prayers..

Saturday, October 22, 2005 3:26:00 AM  
Blogger Ma said...

{{{{{{{{BIG HUGS}}}}}}}}

I am so sorry to hear what a rough time you and yours are having right now. Keep praying and keep smiling...sometimes it's all we have. My mom i sback in chemo as well.....dontcha wish they could get a break just once....

Tuesday, October 25, 2005 12:35:00 PM  

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